And that last entry wasn't even a journal entry well it was but not something I wrote! lol. Anyways a lot has happened while I've been gone. Got in a car wreck last month was coming home from a church function with two friends driving along the highway and all of a sudden I hear screeching tires then bam I was rearended on the left side of my car. The girl felt really bad about hitting me I didn't talk to her though which I kinda wish I did to ask how she was doing and such ah well if I ever see her I will ask how she is and such. Well her reason for going so fast was because she was on the phone and one of her parents were screaming at her to get home ASAP. Well her dad's insurance company came by and said my car was at a loss which sucked because I liked that car :(. Well it was a pain in the ass talking with all of the insurance people and I don't really talk on the phone much but this made me do it and it annoyed me. Well I got 500 dollars from her insurance company in which I used it to buy myself a nice new pc :D Nothing fancy or anything just something to browse the net which is all I need really. My dad got me a truck getting used to driving it. A nice one though. I also don't work at jason's deli anymore. Reason why is because one day I was talking to the GM and I said "If I won 84 million dollars i'd quit on the spot" he said "I'd wish to be free of you" I'm thinking to myself wtf. Anyways after I got out of work that day I decided to go to chick fil-a and ask for an application and told the soon to be retired owner what happened. I met her daughter the next day and I was hired back. The next day after that I went to jason's and I gave my two weeks he asked me if I was sure if I wanted to do it and I said yes. He said i could never go back there to work again. So he said this is your last day enjoy your two weeks. So I had a mini vacation of sorts. I started work today it wasn't so bad. Work tomorrow 11 am till 7 pm. And I have sunday and monday off woot :D. Dunno what I work after that though. Anyways i'm gonna put a stop to this lol. Seems like my longest entry ever.

I'm probably going to be the only one who says this but Miami vice. That show kicked ass from what few episodes i've seen of it :D

you're on my friends' list...and I want to know 20 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! I got this from a myspace bulletin btw lol




1.


Your Full Name:
2.


Age:
3.


Single or Taken:
4.


Favorite Movie:
5.


Favorite Song:
6.


Favorite Band/Artist:
7.


Dirty or Clean: what?
8.


Tattoos and/or Piercings:

HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1.


Do we know each other outside of myspace?
2.


Whats your philosophy on life?
3.


Would you have my back in a fight?
4.


Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
5.


What is your favorite memory of us?
6.


Would you give me a kidney?
7.


Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you:
8.


Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
9.


Can we get together and make a cake?
10.


Have you heard any rumors of me lately?
11.


Have you talked crap about me?
12.


Do you think I'm a good person?
13.


Would you drive across country with me?
14.


Do you think I'm attractive?
15.


If you could change anything about me, would you?
17.


Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
19.


If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20.


Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Well I've been doing pretty good. Just been busy with work. Other than that I still can't wait to go to California in July gonna be fun to see family And maybe a friend or two if time allows lol :) Been riding my bike a lot more now too. Rode my bike to work three days this week. I'm liking it and it doesn't make me as tired as I thought it would. I mean for fun I timed myself to see how long I would get to work and it took me 25 mins lol. I'm also glad the weekend is over with. It was busy this weekend @_@. Well that's all from me :)

Okay I never got the job at Maid pro and I highly doubt they will even call me. Ah well. An upside going for me is that I got a 1 dollar raise at Jason's deli. So I make 7.50 now :D. And I have a set work times which is really cool I think. I have three days off and work four. I work two double shifts in a row on the weekends. I've done two weekends so far. Only reason why i'm doing this is because I need to pay off my credit card bill I figure it would take me about maybe 5 or 6 paychecks in order to pay it off! I honestly can't wait till that happens. Then I can put the extra money aside towards an actual home for myself. I like living with my friends and all but I wouldn't mind a place of my own. Anyways that's all from me. Peace.

Well as the title suggests my second run at the deli might end soon. I found a ad in the newspaper asking for a maid job. Yes I could be cleaning houses soon. Good thing about it: 10 dollars an hour, work mon-fri have weekends and holidays off. No experince required :D so sometime this week I plan on applying at the maid place this thursday wish me luck :)

Well I beat house of the dead 3 a few times over. I haven't beat part 2 yet but I plan too soon. Atm i'm actually on the notary website studying the material but i'll probably be kicked off the laptop so i'll have to go upstairs and get on my pc. Or I could just read the book I have too. I had to remember what chapter I was on. Other than that nothing all that exciting going on in my life have a g/f finally :D I get paid today but i'm kinda ticked that my direct deposit hasn't kicked in yet >_< Well that's all from me for now. Read and comment :D

Yes as the title suggests zombies. Now why would I write a LJ about zombies? Well I decided to spend some money on myself and buy the game The house of the dead 2&3 returns for the Nintendo Wii. I had the urge to kill zombies. Well got home and played it for a while game is hard as all hell even on easy mode. o.o The lines in the game are really cheesy too. But none the less the game is fun I just can't wait to actually beat it one of these days. I just need to get my aiming down so I can be better! :D

Well it has been 11 weeks since i've posted last on here. Well I'm still at jason's deli. I'm hoping to get a job at gamestop and then go work at target again yes you read that right i'm gonna try to take on three jobs at once. Only reason why i'm doing this is because to pay off my credit card bill now I could've done it at berry plastics but the hours were just getting to me. I might almost kill myself doing this but if it will pay off my credit card bill then so be it. I'm tired of having to put payments on it each month >_< No real luck in the female department either but hey that's my luck heh. Nothing else I can think of to say but I'll probly be posting even less if I do get the job at gamestop and work at target again. Wish me luck i'm gonna need it.

Yes as the title suggests I've gone back to the deli. Now why would I leave my 9 dollar an hour job you ask? Because the hours were just getting to me and I had a fear that their patience with me would run out eventually and they would fire me. Now I could've gone back to Target but I'm kinda getting tired of waking up early just to go to work. So I got my job back at the deli. At least I can sleep in with this job and not have to worry about working 12 hours a day for a week. Unless they have me doing split shifts. And I can request a day off and get it unlike at Berry plastics where I would have to earn vacation hours and then fill out a form to request that day off. And then i'm not even sure to get it. And even though I bitched and whined about working at jason's I did have fun there sometimes. I also took a break from FFXI to work on becoming a notary signing agent and i'm going to start working out in the process using the perfect pushup. So the next pic i take of myself i'll be all ripped with muscles ^_^

Well I finally fully moved into my friend bud's house :D Thinking of also going to apply at a plastic place my friend coop works at. He makes like 9 bucks an hour. More than I make lol. If I get the job i'd have to work 12 hours a day but it will be worth it when pay day comes that is if I got the job of course lol. In gaming news I know most of you wont care but what the hell. I started a new file in Final Fantasy Tactics saw my friend greg play it the other day and it made me want to play it again so i did ^^ Well all i can think of right now. Take it easy! And dont suck monkey fuck! :D

Been a while since i've posted in this myself well I got an interview at Target today and it went rather well ^^ I have a high chance in getting the job there. I just have to wait till friday to find out. I'm going to move out soon and live with my friends in their house :D Their parents are moving out and they get to keep the house. It's going to be awesome! umm nothing much else to say so i'll update this soon! :D

Now that i've gotten your attention.

Why am I going to post lyrics to a song to someone whom i haven't met yet? Because I can and just to show how I would feel about her in certain situations! so there!

Don't Cry (Alt. Lyrics)
Written/Music by : Stradlin', Rose


Album : Use Your Illusion II
Guns N' Roses

If we could see tomorrow
What of your plans
No one can live in sorrow
Ask all your friends
Time that you took in stride
They're back in demand
I was the who's washing
Blood off your hands

Don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

I know the things you wanted
They're not what you have
With all the people talkin'
It's drivin' you mad
If I was standing by you
How would you feel
Knowing your love's decided
And all love is real

An don't you cry tonight
I still love you baby
Don't you cry tonight
Don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
And don't you cry tonight

I thought I could live in your world
As years all went by
With all the voices I've heard
Something has died
And when you're in need of someone
My heart won't deny you
So many seem so lonely
With no one left to cry to baby

An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
An don't you cry tonight
There's a heaven above you baby
An don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry tonight
Baby maybe someday
Don't you cry
Don't you ever cry
Don't you cry
Tonight



</i>I thought I could live in your world
As years all went by
With all the voices I've heard
Something has died
And when you're in need of someone
My heart won't deny you
So many seem so lonely
With no one left to cry to baby
^
This part of the song would best describe me if my girlfriend was hurt or upset i would be there for her anyway possible!

Haven't updated in a few weeks. Well i've been busy working and whatnot. That will change shortly though eversince they've hired 3 more busboys. Yay for time for myself boo for less money but eh i could always just take a shift or two :) The woman i like hasn't been online in a few days ; ; but i'm sure she is busy with work and whatnot. Unlike her boyfriend whom i'm assuming doesn't have a job -_-. And he had the nerve to call me an asshole. You're the asshole pal for making her get 2 jobs, not let her have friends or go out. Anyways i hope i hear from her soon and I hope she tells me how she feels. And if she feels like we should be friends then so be it. lol. It will suck but eh i'll just pick myself up and keep on going. I just realized i haven't stayed up this late in forever! @_@ The last time i've stayed up this late was a long time ago. Man i feel old lol. Well that's all that's up with me really. See ya!

I'm finally done with Victoria college!!!! :D becoming a nortary here i come!!!

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me? Am i cute?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Have we kissed?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Have we ever had sex?
32. Do you think we'll ever have sex?
33. Do you miss me?
34. Do you think i miss you?

Well eversince i'm up this early I might as well update. Well a few days ago i got a myspace message from some random chick wanting to talk to me blah blah. So I thought to myself "What the hell" So I emailed her and low and behold she actually emailed me. Sent me a site with pictures of her in it. and she actually asked if I could party with her and her friends next week and asked if she wanted me to meet up with her and whatnot. Well I emailed her back saying i would like too and also asked what kind of party she would be throwing. I mean i don't want to go to a unknown situation and it make me feel uncomfortable that would just suck lol. She hasn't replied to my email's i sent her so she must be busy i guess eh if she doesn't answer by the end of next week i guess she didn't want to meet me so badly :P Here are the lyrics to the song i'm listening to atm

Better lyrics by Guns N Roses.

No one ever told me when I was alone
They just thought I'd know better.. better...
No one ever told me when I was alone
They just thought I'd know better.. better...

The hardest part this troubled heart has never yet been through now
To heal the scars that got their start inside someone like you now
But had I known or I'd been shown back when I'd long you'd take me
To break the charge that brought me home...
and all that won't erase me

I never would not that I could
No matter what you paid me
replay the part
You stole my heart
I should have known you're crazy

If all I knew was that with you
I'd want someone to save me
It'd be enough
That just my luck
I fell in love and baby...

All that I wanted was...

Now I know you better
You know I know better
Now I know you better!

So bittersweet, this tragedy wont ask for absolution
This melody inside of me, still searches for solution
A twist of fate, the change of heart kills my infatuation
A broken heart provides the spark for my determination

No one ever told me when I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better...
No one ever told me when I was alone
They just thought I'd know better, better...

All that I wanted, was...

I know, you know, you know better
You know, I know, you know better
Now you know me better

I never wanted you to be so full of anger (anger)
I never wanted you to be somebody else
I never wanted you to be someone afraid to know themselves
I only wanted you to see things for yourself

All that I wanted, was...

Now I know you better
Now we all know better

All that I wanted was...

I Know Better,
I Know Better,
I Know Better,
I Know Better,

If I were you, I'd manage to abhore the invitation
Of promised love that can't keep up with your adoration
Just use your head, and in the end you'll find your inspiration
To choose your steps and won't regret this kind of aggravation

No one ever told me when I was alone
They just thought I'd know better.. better...
No one ever told me when I was alone
They just thought I'd know better.. better...

Nothing all that new with me that's going on but i'm thinking of moving out of my moms apartment and going to live with three of my friends. :o I just have to wait till my other two friends get jobs so we can actually start looking for a place to live. It's going to be awesome when and or if this actually happens. I also put a new video on my profile I like the song and i think it kicks ass :D Still single if anyone cares to know lol. Haven't really been looking but I think I should start lookin again. What can it hurt no? Well wait it would hurt if I got rejected lol :( I still play FFXI not a whole lot else going on. Well I have decided that this is my last semester at The victoria college. It's not going to help me become a loan officer :D Can't think of anything else to talk about so off I go!

I copied this from my myspace blog :D

If any of you have been wondering what I have been upto as of late well i've been working, paying ffxi and that's about it really. I <3 boobs! XD Just felt like putting that out there :D Other than that i'm doing well enjoying the car i got for christmas from my dad. well that's all i can think of. Read and comment!

Even though I know no one will probly read this or even comment I just felt like posting this.


I'm tired of waiting

An' closing my eyes

I'm asking myself

Why is it all my horizons

Are so far away.

I look in the mirror

Don't like what I see,

In my reflection

A stranger is staring at me,

Looking for love.

The love of a woman

The needs of a man,

I try so hard to believe

But I don't understand,

The search goes on.

But over the mountains

Across the sea,

I know love is waiting

I hear it calling to me,

Calling my name.

I'm looking for love all around me

Looking for love to surround me.

The love that I need

To rescue the state of my heart.

Alone again, It's always the same

I've just been marking my time

Since the day I was born,

With no one to blame.

The candle is burning

It's way down low

I just need someone

To show me the way, the way to go,

Which way to go.

I'm looking for love all around me

Looking for love to surround me.

The love that I need

To rescue the state of my heart.

I'm looking for love,

An' finding only heartache.

Looking for a love,

An' finding only heartache.

I'm looking for love to rely on,

Looking for love, a shoulder to cry on.

I'm looking for love

To rescue the state of my heart,

To rescue the state of my heart.

Oh baby.


(Solo)

I'm looking for love,

An' finding only heartache.

Looking for a love,

An' finding only heartache.

I'm looking for love to rely on,

Looking for love, a shoulder to cry on.

I'm looking for love

To rescue the state of my heart...